Maybe I should change the name of my blog to the lessons of Mollie oh.
This weeks lesson…letting go. Yesterday I had a few
conversations with some good friends that all revolved around my need to
control things. I am overwhelmed by some relationships right now because I’m
not in control of them. I didn’t plan them nor do I know how they would pan
out. I can be pretty go with the flow when it comes to adventures but
definitely not when it comes to my personal life and relationships. I want to
see them coming and plan how they will fall into place.
The thing is I can’t plan things because I am not in control,
yes I can still choose how I react to certain situations but God is one placing
people in my life and taking them out. It is all about His timing. Gosh I feel
like I’ve said something along those lines before.
As I sit here writing all this it hits me that this is all a
part of the beautiful mystery of life. I don’t know what God has all planned
for me. I don’t know how He is going to use me down the road but I get to be surprised
constantly and instead of trying to make it all my way I need to let go and
enjoy this ride and adventure. So today I am going to enjoy this beautiful
adventure I am on with Jesus. It definitely will not be easy and I’m sure I will
have to remind myself to let go and enjoy this ride.