Tuesday, June 19, 2012

repeat offender.


Maybe I should change the name of my blog to the lessons of Mollie oh.

This weeks lesson…letting go. Yesterday I had a few conversations with some good friends that all revolved around my need to control things. I am overwhelmed by some relationships right now because I’m not in control of them. I didn’t plan them nor do I know how they would pan out. I can be pretty go with the flow when it comes to adventures but definitely not when it comes to my personal life and relationships. I want to see them coming and plan how they will fall into place.

The thing is I can’t plan things because I am not in control, yes I can still choose how I react to certain situations but God is one placing people in my life and taking them out. It is all about His timing. Gosh I feel like I’ve said something along those lines before.  

As I sit here writing all this it hits me that this is all a part of the beautiful mystery of life. I don’t know what God has all planned for me. I don’t know how He is going to use me down the road but I get to be surprised constantly and instead of trying to make it all my way I need to let go and enjoy this ride and adventure. So today I am going to enjoy this beautiful adventure I am on with Jesus. It definitely will not be easy and I’m sure I will have to remind myself to let go and enjoy this ride.